Saturday, June 28, 2008

overdue stuffs



TOOT!

Ah Shun!

Poseur LJ

wad?

Quack!

Yinteng and Jane with mentos.

Helllooo.

KAHPIN!



And last but not least my HOT mummies! Thanks for the support! =))

Charlene and Michelle!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

"Happiness has nothing to do with a paycheck. It has to do with following your heart."
-so are you doing what you like and enjoy best now? I wonder.

Quite true huh? Since the day i made my mind in going to this course. I knew my paycheck is gonna be like crap. But i still went into this course that i am taking right now.

i was feeling quite drained and frustrated.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Shocking Jerking

Today was the slackiest day ever in school, there was only a 40mins lecture on animation. But that 40mins was already a killer! I felt the stress, tension and running against time to complete my animation! Worst thing is that i have to climb up the horrendous slope (ohgays, probably not the worst thing).

Played at Merlion today! The water was kinda gross and salty, well it's a whole new experience!
I capsized at the sub line! GOSH! That's the last thing on my list that i would want to do. Thus that capsize incident caused me a pimple on my face!! DAMN!
Draw game with TP and lost 3 balls to NTU.

On the way home, i dozed off in the bus. I was dreaming that i was shooting in a ball and i swung my hand, it shocked people around me. SO EMBARRASSING PLEASE!
One guy thought my paddle was a bus handle pole! ARSEHOLE!


Stewpid Corinne

She's wearing my necklace! (p.s she've got a lesbian face.)

Our court!

Shiok!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Tired crap

it has been a roller coaster ride.
I am so tired so so tired today.
Work and training and now waiting for my hair to dry.
I am getting older, my face is getting drier.
My lungs,liver and stomach are dying on me i feel.
They felt like they are 50 years old in a 19 year old body.



I need to sleep.
Someone pat me to bed please.
So that i can suck on my thumb and feel like a kid once again.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Expected yet not expected

I told myself that i am one of them going home yesterday night. But in my heart i seriously did not want to believe that i am going home. I still want to make it to the semi-finals but what i said proved to be true that i didn't advance to the other stage.
There is no point telling me the judges like me or what. The results has spoken.

Well, it was a very good experience! Made many new friends like Wind, Lala (my darling), Gwen, Bianca, Janice, Justina (the super hot one!), Tiff, Kim and Ayu. Hopefully everyone will stay in contact and go out with each other some time later after the whole Hunt is over!
Lurb euu all mAnY mAnY wOrZXzX. HAHAH!

Now for the free tanning sessions!! TANN TANN TANN!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Streeeeeeesssed OUT!

-scratches head VIOLENTLY- i think my hair will just fall apart like real soon.
I have to memorize THE rap by tonight! If not i am dead meat tomorrow!
Now i only manage to memorize one stanza! ONE PATHETIC STANZA!
I am here to just clear my mind then back to memorizing againnnnn.




Land training later! Get those muscles pumped up!

Monday, June 16, 2008

Sleep Bug

I haven't been sleeping the amount of hours required in order to have a good rest. I am starting to develop really heavy eye bags which are capable of storing water.
I have been dozing off if i am not doing anything. But last Sunday I had my driving lesson and i dozed off right in front of the wheel!! Luckily the instructor did not notice that i closed my eyes for perhaps a mere 2 seconds.

CFOC was a blast! The juniors are really fun to be with! I skipped a night of camp and went for Andro Hunt elimination round one to support all my fellow contestants. I got very wasted on that night and did things that i should not have. I apologized for my actions that night.
At my half sober stage, Irene Ang pinched my face and we HI-5. We made a bet, and i am confident that i will win it with G-L-O-R-Y.

My darling tattoo has faded to gray, how saddening! I have to go back for colouring soon. And get another tattoo at the same time!
I hate ulcers! Oh by the way, i lost my voice again. I think i have spoiled my voice box, how bad.


How gay can Matt get?

P-Cube

Macho?

Bang bang!

My group! Random!

Meet my daughter, Steph.


-end

Wednesday, June 11, 2008


Stewpid Poop

I have two camps in two weeks (holy crap!), and there goes my shorts, bras, undies, training shirts. I lost my voice AGAIN during the polo camp last week.
We slept at the Kismis apartments - Loft which are for students to book to stay in. The whole apartment was really nice and it was like a typical IKEA showroom. But the place was really dusty. Well, i really enjoyed the accompany of the juniors who were sharing the apartment with me. They're a fun and wild bunch!

Some peektures...





The kitchen with no stove!

I love this clock!

I have another camp tomorrow! I certainly hope i won't shout much so to preserve my voice for next thursday. And no chilli for me this whole week, I CAN DO IT! =x

some things are just hidden beneath the skin
people just can't see it
becos the owner hides it well.
like the Holy Grail.

Friday, June 6, 2008

High Art

Preview last night was a blast. As expected Justina got the top bonus points followed by Bianca and Wind. I was kinda shocked that I am in one of the top half of the 13 people. Well, i didn't really perform well for the Q&N.
Sam actually managed to kiss Rebecca Tan! Oh my God! And Rebecca actually gave Sam her cigarette box!!! Oh Gosh! Hot stuff!

I got high and did all sorts of things. Guess people must have start hating me in a way or two.
Gay pride baby! Gay pride!
Thank you for all my supporters! Like Shannon, Chen Wei, Maxie, ATHL, Eric, Shi Hui, Shu Hui, Xing (huat ar!) and Anita for coming down and voting for me. Thanks for the flowers!!!! I love them!


i wished you were there.
but you weren't

Wednesday, June 4, 2008


maybelle,
your name's Secret Meaning is...

"Gay"



this is so stewpid. when i refresh the page,it's another meaning! hhaa.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

CONGRATS MISS MANDY SOONG JIABAO!!!!!

You've won the FHM GIRL NEXT DOOR!!
Proud of you jiabao!!! You go girl! =))
I was really happy that you guys organized a "surprise" bbq party for me!!
Really! And all the presents!

To the juniors,
Thanks for the big meatball card! I am really really really touched.

This is my last TEEN year. Next time it will be the big T-W-O.
Better enjoy life now, and perhaps die young.